Sunday, April 12

what meaningless! ?

I was doing so good and now this!!! I dont understand it?!!?
By the way, I talk to myself a lot all the time. It's easier for me to sort things out when I speak my thoughts out loud.In fact, when I'm anxious, I do better when I'm somewhere alone and can specifically talk positively to myself without fear of embarrassment.
I talk to my cat also, my pc's mouse and yeah say hello to my lunch :) My daaddy's dead vehicle has always been called "jaguh" and I pat them at times and even give them a big slap in my way to play a badminton with my youngest bald brother,.I talk to myself way to much. I cant stop it. I mean, i tell myself, 'Afini, stop talking to yourself', but i always talk to myself. It gets me annoyed ).